So envyyy… Ihiks… Abang Hyde…. Huhuhu….

aitai noni itsumo umaku ikanai

*nangisdipojokkasursambildengerinlagu*

Ceritanya berawal di sebuah parkiran yang gelap di depan gedung stadion. Dari parkiran itu entah kenapa saya bisa melihat beberapa orang teman laki-laki saya duduk di pinggir lapangan bola. Tapi tujuan saya datang ke sana bukan untuk menonton bola, melainkan untuk menonton konser yang entah konser apa.

Lalu kemudian adegan beralih dengan saya yang duduk di kursi batu yang sepertinya berada di bagian dalam stadion. Ketika kursi-kursi yang tersusun menyerupai bentuk persegi di sepanjang pinggiran dinding itu sudah penuh terisi tiba-tiba saja lantai tempat kami duduk terjun bebas ke bawah.

Terjun. Lama. Dengan kecepatan penuh.

Semua orang tetap diam, kecuali satu orang yang berteriak kaget. Padahal saya pun sudah kaget setengah hidup, tapi akhirnya saya juga ikut-ikutan diam, berusaha keras menahan teriakan yang sudah di ujung lidah. Ketika lantai kami akhirnya berhenti terjun, dia sekarang mulai melaju ke depan dengan cepat. Melaju di antara tiang-tiang batu putih. Berbelok tajam. Menembus rerumputan yang tumbuh lebih tinggi daripada manusia normal. Lalu akhirnya berhenti.

Orang-orang mulai beranjak dari kursinya dan menaiki undak-undakan ke bagian atas stadion yang jelas-jelas berbeda dari yang saya lihat sebelumnya. Tempatnya lebih luas, dan sudah banyak orang yang duduk di tribun-tribun sekitar. Saya mencari tempat duduk saya, dan mendapati diri saya duduk di sebelah seseorang bertopi yang tersenyum-senyum aneh yang ternyata dicurigai sebagai pembunuh.

Lalu saya lupa kelanjutannya.

Mungkin mimpi ini karena sore tadi saya habis ngomong kalau saya kepengen sekali ikut nonton konser Laruku tanggal 2 Mei.

Kanji Lyric

流れる季節の真ん中で
ふと日の長さを感じます
せわしく過ぎる日々の中に
私とあなたで夢を描く

3月の風に想いをのせて
桜のつぼみは春へとつづきます

溢れ出す光の粒が
少しずつ朝を暖めます
大きなあくびをした後に
少し照れてるあなたの横で

新たな世界の入口に立ち
気づいたことは 1人じゃないってこと

瞳を閉じれば あなたが
まぶたのうらに いることで
どれほど強くなれたでしょう
あなたにとって私も そうでありたい

砂ぼこり運ぶ つむじ風
洗濯物に絡まりますが
昼前の空の白い月は
なんだかきれいで 見とれました

上手くはいかぬこともあるけれど
天を仰げば それさえ小さくて

青い空は凛と澄んで
羊雲は静かに揺れる
花咲くを待つ喜びを
分かち合えるのであれば それは幸せ

この先も 隣で そっと微笑んで

瞳を閉じれば あなたが
まぶたのうらに いることで
どれほど強くなれたでしょう
あなたにとって私も そうでありたい

Romaji Lyric

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

English Translation

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring

The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I’m a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn

I’m standing at the door to a new world
What I’ve realized is that I’m not alone

If I close my eyes
You’re behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I’m the same for you

The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn’t look away

There are things that don’t go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I’ll be happy

From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me

If I close my eyes
You’re behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I’m the same for you

lirik dan artinya dicomot dari sini dan sini

小さな頃に映画で見たような　華やぐ日 々を過ごしていても
Chiisana koroni eigade mita youna hanayagu hibiwo sugoshiteitemo
Even if I have a glamorous life, just as I’ve seen in the movies years ago

裸になれば誰もが独りで
Hadakani nareba daremoga hitoride
Everyone is alone, when we have nothing on

それでまた恋を するんだろう
Sorede mata koiwo surundarou
We will again have somebody to love

Cause I love 二人手をつなぎあって
Cause I love Futari tewo tsunagiatte
Cause I love we held our hands together

どこに行ってもい いと感じた
Dokoni ittemo iito kanjita
We would have gone anywhere

君 がいれば　君とならば
Kimiga ireba kimito naraba
If you are by my side, if we are together

僕は僕でいることができるよ
Bokuwa bokude irukotoga dekiruyo
I can be my true self

はしゃぎ過ぎた季節が過ぎて行っても
Hashagi sugita kisetsuga sugite ittemo
Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

君は僕のそばにいて
Kimiha bokuno sobaniite
Please stay by my side

行く当てもなく　駆け込んだバスで
Yuku atemo naku kakekonda bus de
Nowhere else to go, we got on the bus

君は黙ってキスしてくれた
Kimiha damatte kiss shitekureta
Without words, you kissed me

見知らぬ街で　一晩中笑って
Mishiranu machide hitobanjuu waratte
Laughing together in an unknown town all night

君とまた夢を見るんだろう
kimito mata yumewo mirundarou
I will again, have a dream with you

There’s the love 二人交わした言葉が
There’s the love Futari kawashita kotobaga
There’s the love, the words which we exchanged

変わることはないと　信じて
Kawaru kotoha naito shinjite
Believing that they would not change forever

君がいれば　君とならば
Kimiga ireba kimito naraba
If you are by my side, if we are together

僕は僕でいる ことができるよ
Bokuwa bokude irukotoga dekiruyo
I can be my true self

は しゃぎ過ぎた季節が過ぎて行っても
Hashagi sugita kisetsuga sugite ittemo
Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

君は僕のそばにいて
Kimiha bokuno sobaniite
Please stay by my side

ありのままで 選んだ夢が
Arinomamade eranda yumega
My dream I selected, just being myself

また誰かを傷つけ ていて
Mata darekawo kizutsuketeite
Bruised again someone’s heart

そ れでも君が　僕を好きなら
Soredemo kimiga bokuwo sukinara
If you really love me, the way I am

僕は明日を描くよ
Bokuha ashitawo egakuyo
I will be able to dream the future

壊れそうな本当の心　本当の僕を愛してほしいから
Kowaresouna hontouno kokoro 　hontouno bokuwo aishite hoshiikara
My true heart is about to fall to pieces, I want you to love the true myself

他に何も いらない　そう思うから
Hokani nanimo iranai sou omoukara
I do not want anything else, that is my true feelings

だから僕のそばにいて
Dakara bokuno sobaniite
Please stay by my side

君がいれば　君とならば
Kimiga ireba kimito naraba
If you are by my side, if we are together

僕 は僕でいることができるよ
Bokuwa bokude irukotoga dekiruyo
I can be my true self

はしゃぎ過ぎた季節が過ぎて行っても
Hashagi sugita kisetsuga sugite ittemo
Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

君は僕のそばにいて
Kimiha bokuno sobaniite
Please stay by my side

いつも僕のそばにいて
Itsumo bokuno sobaniite
Please always stay by my side

If someone ever sing to me “Kimi ga Ireba” the way Junsu sang it in Tokyo Dome, maybe I’ll faint first before I could actually say “yes, I will”.

Translation for his tweet (credit to @koreyeah):

It’s been a long time since I heard “Toki wo tomete” . It’s heartbreaking…I hope I can sleep soon.

It really is heartbreaking. Both the lyric and the fact that DBSK is still together in that song .

Kanji Lyric — 時ヲ止メテ

急ぐように 夏の星座たちが　ビルの谷間に傾いて隠れてく
通り過ぎる僕らの毎日　ちっぽけな事で　泣きそうな時もある
いつか君が行きたがっていた　あの店はもう無くなってしまったけど
どんな日も僕たちは 「ふたりの恋は終わらない」 と信じていた

時ヲ止メテ　ずっと君の　そばにいたい
見上げた空　願い込めて
ひとつひとつ　輝く星　繋げながら
君の形・・・探してた

好きだよって　上手に言えなくって　波打ち際で震えた　幼い恋
たどたどしく　並んだ目と目が　瞬きさえも　惜しいと感じていた
砂に書いた誓いはすぐに　引く波にさらわれて　消えてしまっても
あの頃の僕たちは　「ふたりの恋は変わらない」 と信じていた

時ヲ止メテ　ずっと君の　そばにいたい
もっと君を　抱きしめたい
ひとつひとつ　君の事を　覚えながら
永遠だけ・・・信じてた

時ヲ止メテ　ずっと君の　そばにいたい
見上げた空 願い込めて
ひとつひとつ　輝く星　 繋げながら
君の形・・・探してた

時ヲ止メテ　ずっと君の　そばにいたい
もっと君を　　抱きしめたい
ひとつひとつ　君の事を　覚えながら
永遠だけ・・・信じてた

Romaji Lyric — Toki wo Tomete

Isogu youni natsu no seiza
tachi ga biru no tani mani
katamuite kakureteku

Toorisugiru bokura no
mainichi chippo kena kotode
naki souna toki mo aru

Itsuka kimi ga ikita ga tte ita
ano mise qa mou naku natte
shimatta kedo

Donna himo boku tachi wa
Futari no koi wa owara naito shinjiteita

Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai
Miageta sora negai komete
Hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku hoshi tsunage nagara
Kimi no katachi…sagashiteta

Suki dayotte jouzuni ie nakutte
nami uchi giwade furueta osanai koi

Tado tado shiku naranda metome ga
mabataki saemo oshiito kanjite ita

Sunani kaita chikai wa suguni hiku
nami ni sarawarete kiete shimattemo

Ano koro no boku tachi wa futari no
koi wa kawaranai to shinjite ita

Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai
Motto kimi wo dakishimetai
Hitotsu hitotsu kimi no koto wo oboe nagara
Eien dake shinjiteta

Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai
Miageta sora negai komete
Hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku hoshi tsunage nagara
Kimi no katachi sagashiteta

Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai
Motto kimi wo dakishimetai
Hitotsu hitotsu kimi no koto wo oboe nagara
Eien dake shinjiteta

English Translation —  Stop the Time

The summer stars are rushing away and fading out behind the buildings
As the days are speeding by, I’m almost in tears even with little things
The shop that you have wanted to go has gone
We have always believed that our love will never fade away

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love
Looking up to the sky, I wish with all my heart
Connecting the sparkling stars one by one
I am longing… for your shadow

I’m not good in expressing my love for you, my first love is trembling at the water’s edge
Haltingly, side by side, our eyes can’t even spare one blink
Even though our words are written in the sand, it will be immediately washed away by the waves
During those days, we have always believed that our love will never fade away

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love
I want to hold you, again and again
As I’ve recognized you step by step
I just believed in an eternal love

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love
Looking up to the sky, I wish with all my heart
Tying all the shining stars together
I am longing… for your shadow

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love
I want to hold you, again and again
I’ve recognized you step by step
I just believed in an eternal love

(Fangirling malam-malam dan melihat ini malam-malam bikin labil malam-malam. *apasih*)